As the night grows, the moisture in the air becomes more and more profound. it links me to the cold weather in Europe countries, or Canada, to be exact, a place with which i have a nodding acquaintance. We have rubbed our shoulders as we move on with our life. A beautiful place, also a place i knew that i will never stand a chance to set my foot upon. 
Enough with the sentiment, the night itself  denotes a milestone that serves to refresh me on that feeling. Feeling, of being looked up to by somebody, somebody in true need. Somebody who turns their head to you, with a harbour of hope in their hearts that the person standing in front of them would give them a leg up in getting over the hiccups that they are made to encounter in their life-long venture. The trust and belief, they give me, is something i crave in the bottom of my heart. Anyway, who on earth doesn't hope for an affirmation from the people in their life in believing their own ability?
This reaffirms my stand, my decision, my persistence of being a doctor, that is to, help people by utilizing all of what we know and our commitment to find out what we don't really know. 
Helping people. Ya, that's the reason why i give in to the chance to which others think the world of, the reason why i give up the treasurable opportunity to study oversea and experience life outside the pigeonhole people having on me in regard of my background, the reason i let go of an occupation that presume-ly never fails to assures me the high incomes and more-than-decent welfare.
This particular call and this particular help asked by my friend, more or less, defines the next 40 years of my life. Now my belief ignites with a note that suggests, 'i would find the meaning of life in this job.'   
Hope that i am making the right decision. Ya, i AM making the right decision...