Today as A Total Blessing

Like usual, it came to me again.
This time, it happened so conspicuously that even i could notice it very clearly, awe-struck.
To be honest, the awe is not anymore intense to me as it happens to me so often that it almost makes my each and every day.
Just getting the hang of how to handle my dad's car, the red one, which is reputed for its lease-lessness, i tried to make a V-turn before i could be headed to fetch my mom from work. As i was half-way making the 'V', as in my car being about to make a thrust after completed the first half of the 'V', i step on the oil-paddle after turning my car into 1st gear, expecting a powerful thrust.
Here it comes. The miracle. The miraculous epiphany.
I got a jerk, and a sudden halt which entails it, instead of a thrust.
As i was about to take this inadvertently, a motorbike passed like a bird with break-neck speed, speeding obliquely across my initial route. The rider was a Malay guy fetching his friend behind.
I try to make out what will happen if the engine-death did not come in time, feeling a surge of shock melting towards warmth.

It happens to me again and again and again. Uncountable. Beyond my fish-brained memory power. But one thing that remains is the endearing touch that contacts my heart, that never fails to overwhelm me with gratefulness.
To him.
To them.
To all of them.

It's happening is always so coincident - whenever my faith starts to fade with doubt kicking in. It is always so sweet to feel protected and escorted. And then i will know that all i have been doing and believing are right.

Thanks.

You always have my gratefulness.

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