Being enmeshed and marooned in, and obliged to make it through this environmental fray is not never easy.
Especially for someone like me, a easily-complacent-cum-gratified fellow with no steely dauntlessness to up and advance, arming with chutzpah and confidence. Awareness of being substandard is all written on my face, as the smarties around me puff and huff on a daily basis, duping me as to what they are truly capable of. What they recite and chant are nothing more than flapdoodles, but to some extent i still believe in their profess, or rather, fool myself that im just imminent to being in a same league as them. If my unit is regarded as a quantum, then my role would be none other than laggard that drag the progress of the whole.
Notwithstanding, the position im now in now seems not dismaying anymore, like it always did. More aptly, it evolves into some sort of an impetus that empowers me to push myself even harder to nourish personal excellency, in terms of self-management and academic achievement. A concatenation as to what i should do or shan't do has been drawn ambiguously in my mind, yet its efficacy augurs well.
Again, that song imbues me with a zeal to move on, as well as the feeling that what i have been doing is passably orienting me to a direction i want to head.
To boil thing down, im blithe with my progress.

:) Bless me.